AN ANGEL IN PARADISE

Look into those eyes,
shining and glittering eyes.
” Momma, how do I look?
How does this black dress looks on me?”
An enchanting, soft voice came,
“Lovely, my dear. You look absolutely stunning.”
(Sighing to the same answer the 100th time)
” so, can we go out today,
look the sun is so beautiful “
” no dear, maybe someday..!!”
(Sighing to the same answer the 100th timeee)

Though both knew, that was nearly impossible. Her deadly disorder, the squamous cell carcinoma, wouldn’t let her to.
Mom, why do always good ones suffer ?
Because you are a strong soul dear,
see, even the sun fears of you..!
Trying to hide the tears,
lifting her head close to her ears
YOU ARE MY ANGEL

So, dont you wanna keep your angel forever?
Surely, baby, you are always there.
What if it’s not momma?
You will always be here.
Kissing her on the forehead,
taking her daily pills
she murmured, aideu momma.
The very next day,
bright sunny it was
as it was yesterday, or any other day.
Though not so shiny
for them.
A faded light amidst
the brightness.
The girl never woke,
nor did her another bright day.
Seldom does these happen..right?
How does one deal with them?

And, there it was,
a piece of paper,
her last piece of paper
addressing, Momma;
may I not live tomorrow
may you loose your angel forever
may I never be back to you tomorrow morning
to wish you and,
to give you one morning kiss
but I wanna tell you
I love you
And, always will.
I’m strong as you said,
and strong always will be.
Open this piece of paper
i’ve drawn my palm lines there
you’ll always feel me in your hands.
With love, your ANGEL.

Rarely people do suffer from such a disease. Merely 1 in a billion, unlucky enough to live their lives like others or lucky enough to live a life of their own? It’s just how we take it.
STRONG ARE WE, AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
Have you ever come across something like this?

Little do we realise, maybe anyday could be our last one. So, can we just live every to the fullest? Can we just fulfil every wish we have there hanging in our minds? Can we be we, forgetting all the problems we have?
Believe me, if she could survive to her very last day to the fullest, we all obviously can..!

Appreciate who feels close to you, talk to the ones who matter to you, to whom you matter, be where you are really seen, do every stupid thing you want to, leave the ego and have a talk, stop crying and start a new job, stop sobbing over a small wound, get up. Life it is, it doenst wait for any.

TO ALL THE FIGHTERS,
YOU ALL ARE ANGELS.

MAY EVERYDAY OF YOURS BE AS BRIGHT AS IT COULD BE.

🌱

178 thoughts on “AN ANGEL IN PARADISE

  1. The most beautiful read I saw in quite some time. The most heart wrenching, and the most touching too. The message is so so very true. Be blessed for spreading that message, and live every moment in utter happiness πŸ’–

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    1. Thank you so much debπŸ€—πŸ€—
      Your humble words mean so much to me, I really appreciate them.

      I’m so blessed to have people like you here. And, my words could bring smiles to the face of even one.

      You too stay blessed and have a cheerful weekend deb, keep smiling πŸ™‚πŸ’žπŸ’ž

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    1. That means so much to me christinπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯°
      I’m so glad that this piece could mean something to youπŸ€—πŸ€—

      Yes, this is to living every moment..!πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯‚
      Thank you so much for your lovely words πŸ’

      Take care christin❀

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    1. I’m so sorry to hear that, my heart skipped a beat when I read your message mamπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί
      This piece was never meant to Give you a pain, but to remember how strong she was and was an angel..!πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™
      I can understand the depth of your pain, but believe me, its all worth it. You are strong and so was your courageous aartiπŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—
      This is to remember her courage and strength.
      Here’s to Aarti, may her soul rest in peace.

      Sending all courage your way πŸ˜ŠπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’ž
      You are strong.
      May god give you immense courage to fight the pain, and dont forget to always keep smilingπŸ˜ŠπŸ€—πŸ€—

      We are all in this together.
      Take care❀❀❀

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    1. I’m so humbled to hear these words coming from you dulcyπŸ₯°πŸ₯°
      No one should ever face such a situation in life. May god endure everyone with utmost strength possible..!πŸ™

      Thank you so much for your kind words dulcy, they mean so much to me. I’m so glad you connected. πŸ€—πŸ€—β€
      Hope you are doing good dulcy πŸ₯°

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    1. Thank you so much victor..!πŸ€—πŸ€—

      It means so much coming from you πŸ’ž
      I’m so humbled by your words here.
      And proπŸ˜…πŸ˜…, that’s so much an honour to give. You are much more..!πŸ™‚πŸ’žπŸ’ž

      Have a great day ❀

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  2. Life isn’t hard or easy, as we people had set a standard to define it..
    Life is beautiful, that’s all,
    it’s up to one, how he/she tackle the situation and nutmeg it, right?

    If you want satisfaction don’t find here, if you want wealth don’t find here,
    If you want pride don’t find here, if you want health don’t find here at all
    Just find yourself, who you are, rest will works automatically!!

    Your content is too good Akshita, really love the convo of Daughter mother here!!πŸ™‚πŸ™‚πŸ€—πŸ€—

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    1. Exactly, all depends whether we let that situation make us fall in a pit of life, and rise above that and create magic. After all, we carry this within ourselves everytime..!πŸ™ŒπŸ»
      THE MAGICS TO CREATE WONDERSπŸ’

      Exactly, satisfaction, pride, wealth and health, are all like one of the so called materialistic possessions, which we think matter more than even us..! We forget to find ourselves within the chaos. So well said divyang😁😁

      Thank you so much for your humble words, I appreciate them a lot πŸ₯°πŸ₯°, even I loved that convo part and to be very frank, was not even sure if people would actually like that🀭🀭

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      1. Yeah, even some days before I also passed from some weird situation, I know, “Pain can be forgettable but scars reminds us each n every second that once we are hurt too”
        Magic not happens if one not step up, right?πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

        Yeah, they all are materialistic and in no use of it if one isn’t happy from heart!!!😁😁 We often forget ourselves and finds a blurry shadow of someone to resemble, right?πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

        Your most welcome Akshita, Appreciation is always good whether to receive or to give!!πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ™ŒπŸ™Œ But see here I like that convo much,

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      2. Yeass totally..!😁
        This is so the beauty of pain..! We can avoid the idea of it, but never forget how it really feels like.
        Well, yeaas, magics, wonders and anything big would never happen if we are just sitting like a dumbass in a corner.πŸ˜πŸ™ŒπŸ»

        Soo truee, one always tries to be as perfect as any other, and in this we tend to forget who we really are..!😁

        Again a big thanks divyang. I’m so glad you liked the convo..! It means a lotπŸ€—πŸ₯°

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      3. Yuup!!😁😁
        Beauty and pain are like two side of coin right? If you want to unveiled beauty one must have to passed through the journey of pain!!πŸ˜›πŸ˜›

        Absolutely, if we only sit like dumbass then only n only regret on our decisions again n again….

        Why to be like other when one is enough to be copy by others?;?πŸ˜…πŸ˜… Don’t follow others, make them your follower, right?πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ˜ŒπŸ˜Œ

        Welcome Akshita!!
        And a very good morning, have a great day ahead!!😌😁

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      4. Exactly, beauty and pain are just the very 2 faces of a coin..!😁
        The path to beauty is actually pain, so well said..!πŸ‘Š

        Yeahh ikr..but see the patriarchal society out there, never satisfied with oneself.

        Have a great weekend divyangπŸ˜πŸ’

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      5. Are re beauty and the beast, whatever you said is true, after see that punch in last!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ™ˆ

        Are u really think, anyone out here is satisfied from the life, they got… Neither I nor you, no one is satisfied.. Especially I am always in hunger!!πŸ˜›πŸ˜›

        Weekend, kar di na amiro vali baat!!πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ yaha ek din sukun ka nahi milta, weekend jese bhaari shabd use kar jese logo ki firki le rhe h!! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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      6. That punch was needed..kudos to your thinking πŸ˜πŸ€œπŸ€›

        Hell yeahhhh, no one is, and that is the problem. We are never satisfied with what we are today, besides ignoring the very fact where we are now, was actually something we were thinking of maybe some time back, some years back. This satisfaction is extinct divyang. I can never expect someone who is totally satisfied with their lives?? ( even the ones who seem to have everything..!)
        Haha, hunger, hunger for good is good man. If this vibe of hunger only stops, where are we even gonna land up..hann?? This only keeps us alive with a motive..right??

        Hahaha, tbhi to bola great weekend, a occupied one..right?πŸ˜‰πŸ€­πŸ€­

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      7. Lol…πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Look how badly it hurts me…πŸ§πŸ‘ˆπŸ»

        yes, that’s problem of us, human. Poor isn’t satisfied because they had no resources to fulfill their daily requirements, Rich isn’t satisfied because they fail to perform according to their expectations..πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
        We like to be others but we forget to be our own,

        Yes, said truly, no one here is fully satisfactory, especially the one who seems to have everything!! (SSR is the best example her, he had everything but the thing he wanted isn’t there for him, I guess, i.e the Peace).

        haha hunger for good is good, maybe we had clash of thought here then,
        which seems good for one isn’t good for another maybe, so not much agree with this theory, sorry!!πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

        You don’t spare a single chance to sneer me!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        You too have a great weekend, Akshita!!😁

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      8. Hahaha, you can have an appointment with me, I’ll heal your hurt..lmao..!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Exactly..! Dont talk about the rich. They are the most poor of all the people ever in the world.
        Vhi hai na doosre ki thaali mein ladoo bada hu lagta h bhyeeπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Satisfaction is scarce man. Well, talking about SSR, we dont know actually what happened with him, wht I think is he had everything, even peace, and all the plans too, and logon ko yhi cheez hazam nhi huiπŸ˜ͺ, it was not actually a mental breakdown.

        Okey, this is a clash of thoughts..!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

        Hahahaha, why should I leave haannnnπŸ˜‚πŸ€­
        Happy sunday..!😁

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      9. Ohh that’s so much sarcastic cum heartily reply I ever received!! Lol..πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Haha Richie Rich, have you seen that show?? Well totally agree with you, rich gets whatever they remain always a poor!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Exactly dusro ke khet hamesha green hi dikhte h…πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        SSR, the mysterious story… Dekho to sahi kaha se kaha tak baat pahuchi, Suicide se Drugs,πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ India me ho to everything is possible I guess, bichara Jab Zinda tha tab thik se Jo milna chaiye tha vo mila nai, ab sympathy ki baarish ho gai!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Kya pata kya tha, mental breakdown ya physical?! Did u know? Autopsy ki thi aapne? πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
        Wese I know that’s not your work,πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

        Okay, this is clash of thoughts..πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        To don’t leave naa…πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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      10. Hahahaha..welll yeasssss, so am I…no??🀭

        Hahaha, well yeassss, have seen that..! Old is gold, again, hence proved..!πŸ˜‚
        Jiii…exactly..!πŸ™ŒπŸ»

        Well yeass, still remains a mystery. India mein har case mystery hi reh jata h, naa insaaf milta na kuch, bss naam ka judicial system chala rakha h. Barson Barson tk cases pending rehte hain batao

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      11. No no you are naa… Too kind!!πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Yeah, old is gold… Scooby doo, Bob the builder, and that 3 bees wala power popup girls (dii forcefully dikhati thi, still remember πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚) all are just superb, can’t explain that in words…πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ˜πŸ˜

        Yuup, well everyone has some story, some becomes History some becomes mystery, what’s your will be?? Mystery suspense create karta h, history suspense reveal karta hain, right??πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Indian judicial system, Kanoon andha hi nahi, handicapped bhi h…πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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      12. Areee itni tareefff..dekho hazam nhi hoti scch bolein tohπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ™Š

        Hahah, you brought back the memories..! And adding to them, all time fvrt, that Oswald, Tom and Jerry, ben10, pokemon and so so many more…πŸ₯³πŸ€ πŸ€ πŸ€  (omg I’m literally opening up the u tube to watch tom and Jerry after this textπŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ€ )

        Hahah, well said one. Btw I guess more of the cases are such a mystery πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, and I’m no lucky here for mine to become a history πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ™ƒ, btw I can never trust the judicial system we have, everything is golπŸ€ͺ😐
        Ji shi pakde, kaanon scch mein handicapped hi haiπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ™ŒπŸ»

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      13. Lo bataye, ab hamari tareefff ko bhi shak ki nazar se dekha ja rha h, aap doctor ho ya solicitor?? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Yuup childhood was awesome with these kind of shows!! Ohh yes yes, how can I forget to add that?!πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚ Pokemon, aaahaa Pika pika pikachu..βœ‹βœ‹ did you seen Shin Chen? He was damn cute yr!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Power Rangers also notable one!! ( then go and watch naa, who stops you??πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚)

        Yes, absolutely Mystery are found more here than history!! No no you’ll be lucky one, history bnegi aap ki to, pakka!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Same here, even though we are right in every aspects we have to prove that and once we proved they showed their big belly, πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Andha- lola- langda- behra- goonga, all in one, All rounder h!!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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      14. Aree aree aap jo maaneπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Hai na, these are not just shows, they are literally emotions.πŸ₯Ί Haha, shinchan, hmm cute hai, theek hai..uska gaana acha h btwπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ and my fvrt doraemonπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ€’
        ( I literally watched 4 episodes straight🀭)

        Aree areee, kaash aisa hoπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, I dont want people to peep mysteriously in my life once I die πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Haha, well true. And this is sad even more. 😐😁

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      15. Aree aree aese kese hum kese ku6 bhi maan sakte h, vo bhi aapke bare me, Lol…πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Yuup, our childhood was awesome, far much better than today’s kid, right? Shinchan shinchan pyara pyara, wo wala gana na?? Kaha yaad dila diya, humare chicks bhi pink ho gye, uski tarah!!πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ˜‚

        Doraemon, to alag hi kism ka h,right? 🀣

        Aree aree, aesa hi hoga, dekhna aap…
        And what if people peep in your life, mysteriously, are there so many secrecy??🀭🀭 then I wish I’ll be the one!!😜😜πŸ€ͺ

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      16. Hahhaha..veryyyy funnnyyyy πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

        Hmmm..in some ways.😁😌
        Yes, absolutely, very much better. Haan haan vhi wala lolπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚..aapko pasand hai shaayd ???πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ ohooo, chlo thanks to me.πŸ˜‰πŸ€­πŸ€­

        Doraemon..yeassπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί, nothing compared to that πŸ₯Ί

        I hope soπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Hahhahahahah, well hamari life me koi secrets nhi hain bhyeeπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, aise kaise bol rhe aap???πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Haha, awww…ye to hm maan skte..!πŸ˜‚πŸ€­πŸ€­, chaliye maaf kiya aapko, aap bhi kya yaad rakhengeπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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  3. I am completely taken aback and stunned and wish it could never happen to anyone. Amazed to see your poignant illustration, beautiful on writing.πŸ“πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
    I posted something on similar topic that even we should be kind enough to listen to the people specially during ongoing scenerio wherein we witnessed so many such cases, see there comes a similar situation we discussed earlier that people hesitate to share few things even with dear one’s so it is our responsibilty to be kind with everyone so that anyone can share anything with each other.
    Rest in the Life is beautiful, its better to restart instead giving an painful end.

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    1. Thank you so much prashant for your kind words..! I appreciate them a lotπŸ₯°
      You said so true, I truly agree with you.. ! Yes, we need to be kind, our behaviour matters a lot of how easy a perosn is with us, how much they feel at ease with us. It matters..!😁
      It’s always better to restart at any point in life. It is alwyas worth it..!😁πŸ₯°

      Have a great week ahead prashantπŸ₯°πŸ’πŸ’

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  4. Oh that was so heart touching but you delivered it with beauty. Every single line I read, felt my arrector pili standing and my heart aching. β™₯οΈπŸ‘ Message you conveyed is utterly beautiful my dear. Take care, stay safe, Happy Sunday 😊🌺

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    1. Thank you so much samreen for giving this a readπŸ€—πŸ€—
      I’m so glad every single line, you could connect that well..!πŸ₯° (hahah, now you are talking in medical terms🀭)

      I truly appreciate your kind words here samreen, I’m so honoured to hear this..!
      You too take care and be safe..!
      Happy week ahead to youπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ’

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      1. Pleasure is all mine dear, wonderful to read your posts. Yeah, many a times that bio connection do flow byπŸ˜‰ ❀️
        Your most welcome dear. πŸ€— A very delightful week to you too dearπŸŒΊπŸ’–

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      2. I’m so honoured all the way again..samreen..! Thanks again for such kind wordsπŸ₯°πŸ₯°
        Bio connection, well, too a doctor here??🀭

        Have a great week..! Sending all wishes your way πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ’

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      3. Oh no dear, not a doctor, I studied Zoology (specialized in Entomology) so that “bio connection “πŸ˜„
        Thanks so much dear, wishing you the same β€οΈπŸ€—πŸ’–

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    1. Thank you so much for this😍😍
      It really means a lot to my journey..! Thanks for believing in me to be worthy for this award.

      I’ll soon come up with the post addressing same.!πŸ₯°πŸ₯°
      Thanks a bunch again..!πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ’

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    1. Yeass, repenting later is what feels so bad. So, it’s better if we realise before..!😊
      Thank you so much for your so kind words deepak, I appreciate them a lot πŸ₯°

      Have a great week πŸ’πŸ’–

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  5. This is heartbreaking, especially since I know all too well about the big C. It has ravaged my family. So it hits right home. Very beautifully written πŸ‘ŒπŸ‘Œβ€οΈβ€οΈ

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    1. I’m so sorry to make you remember about the worse. I’m so sorry for the loss too.! I know this thing is difficult to deal with.
      But, you are a fighter.

      Sending all strength to you and your family gibberish 😊
      May all of you gain immense courage..!πŸ’
      Hoping for all the luck your way.
      Have a great week ❀

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      1. Thank you Akshita. Adversities make us stronger and tests our faith. I always say… ‘this too shall pass’. Gives me hope. Sending you my best wishes. ❀️❀️

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    1. I guess that is what poetries are meant to…πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°
      I’m so glad you could connect this well..! Im so humbled to hear your words .!πŸ₯°πŸ’πŸ’

      Have a lovely day ahead πŸ’

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    1. Yess, each moment is so precious, and as we know time waits for none, so the least we can do is try to live every moment, every day to the fullest..!

      Thank you so much πŸ₯°πŸ₯°
      Means a lot to me.
      I’m so glad you liked this

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  6. Sometimes we find verses that stretch the heart more than necessary. Phrases that bristle the skin due to their tremendous effective load. Your poem fulfills the task of influencing our sensitivity through the tenderness and passion of your inspiration.
    I enjoyed reading.
    Greetings
    Manuel Angel

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    1. Your words mean so much more to me Manuel. I’m so honoured to read themπŸ₯° and so glad you connected so well.
      Thank you so much for such a great inspiration to meπŸ₯°, truly means a lot.

      Have a happy and safe weekend Manuel πŸ’

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    1. Thank you so much πŸ™‚, your words are appreciated with gratitude. 🧑

      Yes, exactly, hindu culture do encourages this thought, and I guess this is so very powerful too. They are indeed closest to the almighty.πŸ™‚
      AmenπŸ’–

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  7. Absolutely loved reading this one. I saw a video today of a 50 year old man who has run over 50 marathons. The special thing about this man is that he is ‘blind’ and only runs on the spot to prepare for these marathons. His goal is to run a 100 marathons. I am in awe of people who move past their physical and mental restrictions and live the life of their dreams. It makes me question my inability to do so at times and fills me up with a renewed sense of confidence to try my best!!!

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    1. Thank you so much for your lovely words they really mean a lot here and I truly appreciate them.πŸ₯°

      Yes the Video that you told about, is so powerful, and Im too awestricken to see people so mentally and physically strong, despite the inadequacies. And the ones who have everything, still keep blaming..isnt that..? Same goes for me too..!😐🀭
      But yes, we all should INCULCATE this type of confidence in us. Live to the fullest and cherish each moment, everything, every other perosn you have.

      Have a wonderful dayπŸ₯°β€

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